Mother Dearest

i'm stuck with my mother. forever. i can't get away. save me. god this is awful. what did i do to deserve this? nothing. yet still i get all this crap. i can't wait to be 18 ( legal adult) or as soon as i can become emancipated. that sounds like heaven to me. to be free of her forever. that would be great. really great.

Fear

I have no fear. want to know why?  i'll start in the beggining.

i was never afraid of kidnapping, monsters, spiders, snakes, getting lost, or any other fear. becuase i knew my dad would come and save me. my only fear was losing him and being alone with all those things out there. but he was never going to go away. he would always protected me. so i had no fear. just losing him.

so guess what happened? i lost him. he's gone forever now.

so i have nothing to fear. not now. not ever